Philipians 3:12-14 12 Not that I have already obtained all this, or have already arrived at my goal, but I press on to take hold of that for which Christ Jesus took hold of me. 13 Brothers and sisters, I do not consider myself yet to have taken hold of it. But one thing I do: Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead, 14 I press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus.
Turning my race into a chase, what if that was always my motivation. I will win my race no matter if I ran well or not. Its the chasing after God that matters! I am a great multi-tasker. But sometimes I feel through all the multi-tasking I have lost my zeal. God has given me the grace and mercy to get not only get through but come out victorious. I need to push through the dread and the difficulty. I am not defeated, I have the power of the ressuerction to rely on. DO NOT LIVE IN DEFEAT!
Here lately, I have wanted to just throw in the towel, but i know well enough not to and God's word tells me not too give up on meeting with each other. Finding a church after you have been hurt by one is difficult. Difficult to even want to move on. It feels like I am paralyzed sometimes. But I am pressing on and chasing after God. God is telling me to breath and to fully rely on him. Press in to him through this difficult time. I am going through a difficult circumstance but I will see God's glory and experience him! There is hope in that. I come waiting here for YOU Lord! Waiting and expecting! Jesus you are worth my chase!!